So, why didn’t I just take a risk? Why didn’t I stay?
It’s easier to make money at “home”. It’s easier (and especially cheaper) to graduate and get licenses at “home”. Those three jobs will make me enough to stay a lot longer next time, to be able to do more research and investigating next time. To find more places and people next time.
Maybe, just maybe. I won’t need to leave next time…
The only reason to have come back is to return. Return home more able and skilled.